On Friday, June 25th, Nick dropped me off with my old pal, Ruthann. Ruthann and I then proceeded to drive to Utah county.
Ruthann and I went to the same Junior High School, and High School. In High School we, oh-so-briefly hated each other. To this day, I don't know why? We were dating brothers, at the time, but that's really all I recall about that time period.
I broke up with my boyfriend. Ruthann went on to marry hers :)
Anyway, we got over our stupid teenage girl issues; and became fast friends.
Together (along with Jill) we were big cry babies during (many a run) through cross country season. This is ironic. Because, as Ruthann pointed out, #1- we're in better running shape at the age of 34, than we were at 17. And #2- We hated running in high school (I know, I would find ways to cut any corner I could, during track and cross country season), and now here we are; running for fun.
Ruthann and I went on to be roommates in College at Southern Utah University. To this day, she is the only girl I've ever shared a bedroom with, besides my own sister.
We've kept in touch, over the years.
And when I got the hairbrained idea to run a half marathon; Ruthann was the first person I thought of. I was so happy that I was able to con her in to doing it with me.
Ruthann's still in great shape, and she already has many half-marathon's under her belt. So, this wasn't a huge deal for her.
Back to the night before the race.
I booked us a room at a hotel in Provo. We checked in, and then we went to dinner at a pizza restaurant that was highly recommended on Yelp: Nicolitalia Pizzeria.
We stayed up for hours talking. Thoroughly enjoyable.
Our alarms went off at 4AM. Not enjoyable.
We parked at Springville High School, and rode a rickety school bus up Hobble Creek Canyon. Even though it was the middle of July, it was really chilly at the higher elevation.
Ruthann and I sat on the pavement. It was warm-ish.
We were all smiles, at the starting line. In my head, I was really nervous. But I was glad I had a friend with me, to show me the ropes.
Ruthann and I lined up with the 2:10 pacer. And we joked that we hoped to beat her to the finish line.
Honestly, I 100% believed that I'd beat the 2:10 pacer to the finish line. I felt like I had trained well, and was ready for this.
I stayed on that "high horse", for the first 10 miles of the race.
I had no problem keeping up with Ruthann for the first three miles of the race.
The race was down, the canyon. But it was rolling hills, in a downward direction. Does that make sense?
Ruthann is better at running UP hills, than I am.
I kept Ruthann in my sights until mile 6. Then, I had to stop at use the port-a-potty.
I always run with my phone, and I use an app that tracks my progress. I like hearing the pace I am keeping, and what mile I am on.
I hated that my phone couldn't get service, so I had no little voice in my earbuds, telling me about my progress.
Of course, there were signs at every mile marker. But I was having a hard time gauging how fast I was doing those miles? I'll never be certain. But I am pretty confident that most of the first 10 miles I did were between 8 and 9 minute mile averages.
Anyway, around mile 10 there was a section of the course that went off of the main road. They had us running on a sandy/rocky surface. It wasn't packed trail. And it was awful. I hated it. And my body hated it.
I made it back to a paved running surface, and felt a twinge of pain in my knee.
The pain became increasingly worse as I ran.
By this point, we were out of the canyon, and we were running on surface streets in Mapleton, UT. I stopped running, and used someones mail box to hold on to, while I tried to do some stretches to alleviate the pain.
I repeated this process at probably, another half dozen mailboxes, along the route to the finish line.
AND by mile 11 I couldn't stand the pain any more. I started walking.
I saw a (very) pregnant lady pass me.
And then, the 2:10 pacer lady passed me.
In my head, I was crying.
I was so embarrassed.
I walked from mile 11 to mile 12.
I kept telling myself, it was mind over matter, and that my last mile was going to be respectable.
But it wasn't. I walked the last half-mile of the race too.
When the high-school came in to my view, by sheer force of will, I ran. And I crossed the finish line. With a disappointing time of 2hours 20 minutes.
I had wanted Nick to be at the finish line, with my kids, waiting for me. But the logistics of making that happen, didn't pan out. And I am glad they didn't.
I know, if I had seen them at the finish line, I would have burst in to tears.
Instead, I held my shame in, and pulled myself together.
I kept drawing parallels between my performance, and that of a certain boy Ruthann and I went to High School with. He would always talk so "big" about his athletic performance, but he cried like a little girl- a lot. And always seemed to be injured.
I grabbed an orange creamy (who knew ice cream would be the perfect end to a long, hot race?!) and I located Ruthann. She had been waiting at the finish line for me, and finished 15 minutes before I did.
Ruthann told me that this half marathon was a lot harder than other ones she has done. I don't know if she was saying it to make me feel better about myself? But I appreciated it.
I met Nick in the parking lot of the High School. We went to my Aunt Vickie's house (she lives in Springville), so that I could shower. And then we hit the road, and drove to Las Vegas. More on that later.
When people ask about me running The Hobbler (did I mention, that was the name of the race?), I've simply been saying. "I finished". It's the truth, and it's the small tidbit that I have to be proud of.
I really wish I could get a "do-over"!
As it stands, I want to run another one. And now I have a time to beat.
I don't know how soon it will happen, though?
Ruthann invited me to do the Cedar City Half Marathon with her. But the cost of the race + a hotel room/travelling expenses are going to make it impossible.
I looked at the Huntsville Half marathon too. But it's also too expensive.
I did sign up to run the dirty dash on a team with some of my neighborhood friends, and that's in September.
Jeff, my brother in law, has me looking at a half marathon that'll happen in October. We'll see. And until then, I'll try to keep my whining about running, to a minimum; on the blog.
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I still cry about running! I'm all about a nice walk. So glad I know who you were referencing at the end--gave me a chuckle :)
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